I have a job (I work as a home health aide) but I don’t have a client. I have nowhere to go that I can bring my animals with me, and im sure as shit not leaving them in this hellhole, so ive been stuck. Well, today is genuinely the last straw for me. I’ve even tried to commit suicide, but nothing ever fucking worked for me. I’ve had my own animals killed or dropped off because I told on my parents for not paying bills, for not taking care of me or my brother, or for just never being a real parent. I told friends and family, but they were just as scared as I was. I chickened out because where would I go? Who would help me? Why would anyone want to? I told schools, my parents covered it up. I’ve been raped, beaten, sexually assaulted, and nearly killed on many occasions within my household, and I’ve tried to leave every time, but i couldn’t do it. I’ve lived with the same family for 20 years, and gone through constant neglect and abuse for the entirety of it all. I’m about to be homeless, but this isn’t the first time. I’m sorry I’ve been so inactive lately but shits been hectic, and lemme tell you why. Monstermoms: Please Help Me & My Animals Get Way From Abuse